feel so sad ..

uit2 .. hurmm .. arinie da ari rabu .. tomorrow aq da alek jhor tuk cuti rya .. xsaba ase nye .. bcoz aq da rndu nan fmily aq .. tp ade 2 clz ag yg aq kne pegi ptg kang .. mlz nye ase na pegi .. xde mood lgsong na ke clz .. sbb skang nie .. bdn aq je yg tggl kt dgun nie .. pale otak sume da kt tangkak da .. hihi .. pnye la excited la alek kg kn .. dlu xpenah ase cmnie .. now da rse sndri .. fhm la napew owg leyh nges ble pg2 rye xdpt bersme nan fmily .. so sad .. even aq xrse prasaan pg rye xdpt bersme nan fmily terchinta .. tp aq rse aq leyh fhm prasaan dowang kowt .. sdeyh yg teramt .. to my momz n my dad .. i miss both of u damn much .. waaaa .. n rye nie mst xbez .. sbb nie first year fmily ktowang braye without my late brother .. angah .. i miss u damn much .. maaf kn sume dosa aq pd kaw ea .. aq terkilan sgt xdpt jmpe kaw sblum kaw pegi .. aq nyesal sbb mrh2 kaw .. aq tawu kaw baik owg nye .. cme ati kaw kers .. aq rndu kaw ngah .. aq hrp kaw bhgia kt sne .. cmne pown .. aq kne time yg kaw da xde .. sbb tuhn lbih syg kn kaw .. tp aq nk kaw tawu ngah .. even kte slalu gdoh .. kaw tetp abg aq .. xde owg len leyh gnti tmpt kaw ngah .. kaw jgn isau .. aq akn cbe jg ibu n abh sbaik mgkin .. mybe aq xskuat kaw .. tp aq akn usha ngah .. pd kwn2 .. aq mhon pd kowunk .. sedekah kn al-Fatihah tuk arwah abg ku Nur Hilmi b. Lokman yg telh pegi pd 8/6/2011 .. :'(